wow it has been 4 months since i had wrote here on my journal.
Since 2020 came in there are a lot of fcking fckery happened in the whole world, i just felt so betrayed because I rooted for 2020 so much because 2019 wasnt that good as well, I was super hopeful but everything crashed down. I am super depressed rn to the point i really want to end it. I am lost, I am a mess.

March 31, today was supposedly our flight to Seoul, It had been super surreal for me because it is one of my dream travel destinations , I was supposedly experience Cherry Blossom on my birthday because our trip to Seoul was until the 6th of April and according to the forecast April 5 is the full bloom of Cherry Blossoms which is my BDAY!!!!!!!!!!!

I was super hopeful and excited because We will celebrate my bday in Korea aside from that mhy parents finally approved my plead that I will resign in my current Job because I am not happy and It is not my passion that it always became a toxic and roots of my depression. I am finally gonna start prioritizing my Photography business, Liptint Business and Perfoming Arts Business.

but now all of these plans and dreams are ruined because of the fcking virus because we cannot longer travel to Korea because of the lockdown and travel ban and our business is on its grey side because after this pandemic business will have a big aftermath so my parents asked me to not "resign" on my job which is super frustrating and we will no longer push through our travel since the savings we saved up will not suffice the travel expenses anymore.



EVERTHING IS SO FUCKED UP.



its always like this and it makes me think that I always am the Jinxed fairy.

when it's always related to me or anything that has to do with me, it will led to something like this its as if telling me i am not gonna be happy, i dont deserve it or i am never bound to experience happiness.


I AM A MESS, I AM SO DEPRESSED.




I AM INDEED UNLUCKY BITCH


I AM INDEED A JINXED FAIRY.


FCK MY LIFE

so we had another O-T-S and since the place kinda felt so forestry, I decided to tell my models to bring earth tone colors or even black will do.

Here are the Photos from our sesh <3

Hey yo 'sup I wanna share to you guys these awesome products that I recently bought. I AM SUPER OBSESSED with this certain brand, been constantly stalking on their IG posts because it is very inspiring (the testimonies of their clientele) , the branding is indeed kawaii! you guys know kawaii stuff is my soft-spot that's my weakness, anything adorable, dainty, cute and fancy... I'll definitely need to buy them.

Anyway, it seems like the universe is really pushing me to buy a product from this certain brand.
With skincare prods, i am not really an impulsive buyer, I will not purchase them unless the product was used, tested and reviewed by few people I follow with regards about the skin care.

Apparently, i just like to scroll up and down on Skin Potions' IG, yes the brand im talking about here is a local beauty brand named: Skin Potions
but what gave me a push to purchase is the PRINCESS JASMINE MAKEUP PRODS!!!

Im just a simple girl ya know, when I see disney princess or magical girl characters such as Sailor moon, cardcaptor sakura, and Star Butterfly, I will immediately stop and buy them. lol

AND SO THE REST IS HISTORY. Since it was on an impulsive purchase, my budget was cut to just these products that I availed, I wish I can buy the whole collection but I don't really splurge or shop beyond my limit (yeah I'm a wise consumer but sometimes I get tempted, so I buy things that I don't need but they're not usually expensive)

SKIN POTIONS Dream Cream in the shade of Stella

This product is a tint and it only costs 249 php.
At first upon swatching it akala ko it is a liquid lippie or Liquid matte lipstick. HAHA

The smell of the product kinda reminds me of strawberry champola (if alam nyo yun friends na tayo HAHAHA).

The quality naman, para syang mousse type of tint kasi we have diff types diba like water, gel, ganyan ito parang liquid lipstick talaga, the applicator is nice na-iaapply ko agad ang product sa lips ko and idk di naman ako acidic or what pero pag nag dr-dry up na si product sa lips ko mas nagiging pigmented yung color and in this shade mas nagiging more fuschia pink siya sa lips ko.

Long lasting? YES! infareness na-try ko na siya at nagiistay naman siya for a longer time than gel and water-based tints na meron ako.
yun lang since parang lipstick talaga siya 'di siya transfer proof unlike tints diba na mga water at gel once nag dry up sa lips mo parang pigment na talaga siya ng lips mo.

Packaging 8.5/1
Quality 8/10
Cost: 8/10
will i recommend it ? : Yes!

Skin Potions Micellar Water